I am so

Incredibly happy right now.
I feel so free.
I feel like the world is at my feet, like life is a precious gift that can't be wasted.
It can't be wasted by sitting around doing nothing, by being unhappy, or by giving a shit what others think.
I am going to love this.

Just wondering..

What is the protocol for random hookups when you go out?
I am NOT asking for my own sake, but more out of actual curiousity. Like seriously, let me give you a little scenario here;

So a group of us (boys and girls) head out, and are all having fun, we bump into other friends we know and the group and fun continues. In true girl fashion, two of the irls are soon competing for the same guy. This guy clearly makes his choice and one guy and one girl leave together. Now my question is, what happens with the other girl? the one who wasn't chosen? The way I see it, when you go out, early on in the night people tend to make their little selection about who's 'good' and then that's kind of who they stick to. However if this fails, as it did for girl number two in this case, then what happens?

If I were girl number two, I would probably just give up on all romantic endeavours for the night. Luckily i'm not either of these girls, and what I witnessed is quite the opposite. Girl number two then made a couple of attempts at the other 'available' males. (I say 'available' because most of them had already been selected by other chicks, thus deepening the girl-politics here.)

For example, after all this is over, (or so I think) i'm hanging out with a male friend of mine who was there, at this point I had already heard about girl number two pulling the moves on another guy there, and thought maybe she was just lonely. So anyway there I am just chillin' =D with my friend, when girl number two texts him. Just to tell him how cute he is etc etc /vomits.

I mean seriously, give it a rest. At what point is girl number two crossing the line here? Is it okay to clutch wildly at the straws of the opposite gender just because your own guy wasn't interested? Isn't texting other guys potentially moving into another girls territory?

Is there an end to this madness?

Amazing news.

I'm actually growing a life now.
As in.
Going out, talking to people.
Socialising.
In other news, me and Joel went shopping together the other day, and I bought a new hat =] isn't it amazing? (you can't half tell I edited the hell out of myself here)

In even more other news. You will never guess who's back on the scene.
In advance, I'm sorry.

Okay try again.

This is my third attempt at writing this post. All others have failed and i wont mention why because it seems cursed if I bring it up I can't post this. I would like to show you my new slippers, based on the cartoon "My Neighbour Totoro" I think they are gorgeous and I absolutely love them. Melbourne was awesome, we did so much shopping =D and it was great to see Kayla, i've missed her a lot <3>

On that note, i'm finally realising who my friends are, and that a friendship is both give AND take. I am so over the 'friends' who just use you, who only want to see you when they can't think of anything better. The ones who never ask how you are, or anything like that. The good thing about realising this, is that you see who those people are, and then they can't hurt you anymore.

I am looking forward to next year. I will start driving, get a car, go to uni, have some more freedom, and I can see all my friends whenever I want =] (the ones who are worth seeing.)

Time for some Chai tea =]

quick notice

Melbourne was awesome.
I feel extremely sick.
I have the next two days off =]
will blog properly at some point tomorrow.
peace.

I bought new shoes today =] from work, size 8 "Gossip Girl" heels, i'm not sure why they are Gossip Girl, that's just what it says on the box, maybe a character from the show wore them? or maybe it's the kind of stylish thing a character in the show might wear. I'm not sure, i've never watched it >.<

Anyway i'm uploading a picture of them, sexy or what? I was just so drawn to them today, and this isn't even the first time I saw them, people have brought them through lay-by, and I thought they were nice, but they didn't jump at me like they did today.

BTW gotta' love my awesome bathroom tiles, so hot..

I reckon I will definately wear them going into Melbourne this weekend, although that poses the risk of them getting ridiculously painful after a mere Kilometre of walking. As usually happens with new shoes, particularly heels. So spare shoes shall be standing by. As you are probably aware, Melbourne= more shopping, so I need to figure out how much I am willing to spend, it could be a good idea to grab a couple of xmas presents while I have the chance, AWESOME IDEA! so buying Howl's Moving Castle as a xmas present to myself, I have spent more money renting that from the movie store than it would cost to buy.

anyway that's all for now, peace.out.

Herbal tea = good.

It appears my stomach is getting worse D:

everytime I have a meal it's just like "GRARH /stabs shell's insides"

but luckily Buscopan helps =]

i'm thinking if it stays bad I might actually have to see a Doctor. *shock horror* I haven't seen a Doctor since I was thirteen.

So today consisted of randomly wandering around town with Trav, my new top was a big success, the guy at the bus stop asked where I bought it. Me- "K-mart" *smug classyness*

I have added a picture of it =]

So in other news, only around 400 pics to go before I have finished organising my pictures completely =] pretty exciting.

My stomach hurts.

So today was an exciting day. Chels was in Melbourne, Becky was at work and Joel was with friends. That pretty much wipes out all social options for my day off. I have like, two other possibilities that I didn't think of before I would be forced to catching up with random people from trains =] (thank god it never comes to that!)

So what did I do with this amazing day off? I went to K-mart to get photos developed. I do love photographs, so pretty and nice. I even bought some clothes when I was there. New zombie top = <3 ditto union jack top.

Work has just put me on a 36 contract until christmas, that's five days a week with Monday and Tuesday off, so I really have to make the most of the couple of days =] Today making the most of it included sleeping until noon *sigh of contentment*

I seriously cannot wait for Zombieland to come out, I just need to find someone to go with. Jonno just started talking about Twilight, which reminds me, Becky and I saw New Moon the other night, here's my opinion on it;

I think it was done quite well. Out of the four books this was my least favourite, simply because for a long time nothing happens, and I didn't really like Jacob very much. However the movie made it interesting, and I quite liked the story. I think that the way they have characterised Lauren is a bit annoying but everything else seems alright. I think I still like Twilight bette though =]

Ok, returning from planet '14 year old girl craps on about vampire movies' I think that's all I have to say for now. I'm still having nightmares D: am really looking forward to whenever that decides to stop.

The.End.
xx

take two.

I have started a new blog =] for two reasons.

1- I haven't used my original one in a long time, so it would seem somewhat stupid to pick it up now.
2-so much has changed from the days of ye olde blog that it seems pointless now.

1 and 2 are kinda' the same thing but meh.

anyway hi =] I'm so happy, i've finally finished exams! woo!
So i have to go to work later today, and tell my boss I can't work the 27th or the 28th because I will be in Melbourne =] maybe I will drink champagne.

So I've come to some realisations about my life, and the people in it. It goes a little like this;
In my life, there are four friends who I trust. 2 girls and 2 boys. I'm not saying other people aren't my friends, I still love them to bits, it's just that these particular people have proven that they wont ever turn around and hurt me, wont tell people things that are meant to be secret, and wont decide to start randomly hating me for no reason (or better yet over their bf hahah)

Urgh it's going to be 40C outside today, and I have to catch the bus, then I want to do some shopping in town, I need to pick up chels' Christmas present, and Joel's birthday present. Also have to send Becca a birthday card. So yes, much excitement here.

I'm currently reading The Fellowship of The Ring. I have read it before but as i'm reading it, I have almost no memory or reading it before. Like i remember reading the bit about the mines of Moria, but that's pretty much it. Oh well, it's just making it that much more interesting for me, even if it does make the movies ridiculously vague by comparison.

Okay that's about it for now n_n