I am so

Incredibly happy right now.
I feel so free.
I feel like the world is at my feet, like life is a precious gift that can't be wasted.
It can't be wasted by sitting around doing nothing, by being unhappy, or by giving a shit what others think.
I am going to love this.

Just wondering..

What is the protocol for random hookups when you go out?
I am NOT asking for my own sake, but more out of actual curiousity. Like seriously, let me give you a little scenario here;

So a group of us (boys and girls) head out, and are all having fun, we bump into other friends we know and the group and fun continues. In true girl fashion, two of the irls are soon competing for the same guy. This guy clearly makes his choice and one guy and one girl leave together. Now my question is, what happens with the other girl? the one who wasn't chosen? The way I see it, when you go out, early on in the night people tend to make their little selection about who's 'good' and then that's kind of who they stick to. However if this fails, as it did for girl number two in this case, then what happens?

If I were girl number two, I would probably just give up on all romantic endeavours for the night. Luckily i'm not either of these girls, and what I witnessed is quite the opposite. Girl number two then made a couple of attempts at the other 'available' males. (I say 'available' because most of them had already been selected by other chicks, thus deepening the girl-politics here.)

For example, after all this is over, (or so I think) i'm hanging out with a male friend of mine who was there, at this point I had already heard about girl number two pulling the moves on another guy there, and thought maybe she was just lonely. So anyway there I am just chillin' =D with my friend, when girl number two texts him. Just to tell him how cute he is etc etc /vomits.

I mean seriously, give it a rest. At what point is girl number two crossing the line here? Is it okay to clutch wildly at the straws of the opposite gender just because your own guy wasn't interested? Isn't texting other guys potentially moving into another girls territory?

Is there an end to this madness?

Amazing news.

I'm actually growing a life now.
As in.
Going out, talking to people.
Socialising.
In other news, me and Joel went shopping together the other day, and I bought a new hat =] isn't it amazing? (you can't half tell I edited the hell out of myself here)

In even more other news. You will never guess who's back on the scene.
In advance, I'm sorry.

Okay try again.

This is my third attempt at writing this post. All others have failed and i wont mention why because it seems cursed if I bring it up I can't post this. I would like to show you my new slippers, based on the cartoon "My Neighbour Totoro" I think they are gorgeous and I absolutely love them. Melbourne was awesome, we did so much shopping =D and it was great to see Kayla, i've missed her a lot <3>

On that note, i'm finally realising who my friends are, and that a friendship is both give AND take. I am so over the 'friends' who just use you, who only want to see you when they can't think of anything better. The ones who never ask how you are, or anything like that. The good thing about realising this, is that you see who those people are, and then they can't hurt you anymore.

I am looking forward to next year. I will start driving, get a car, go to uni, have some more freedom, and I can see all my friends whenever I want =] (the ones who are worth seeing.)

Time for some Chai tea =]